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how can someone move on when the one he loved took away his/he heart away when they left ?

how can you move on when you thought you found the one who;s meant for you ?

how can someone move on after a heartbreak ?

lahat yan araw araw tumatakbo sa isip ko . lahat yan . araw araw ! :((

masakit man isipin pero hindi ko magawa eh . kahit anung pagpapanggap gawin ko ,

at the end of the day . pag nasa higaan nako , magisa . di ko maiwasang umiyak !

di ko maiwasang isipin na pano kung kami padin ? anu kaya ginagawa namin ?

na sana ako padin yung parati nyang hianahanap pag gising nya !

na sana ako yung parating laman ng isip nya .parating bukang bibig nya .

pero hindi na eh .

may iba na . ibang tao na sa tingin ng mga tao at ng karamihan eh ,

nakapagbago sa kanya . nakapag patino . :((

masakit man tanggapin pero kailangan ko gawin .

kailangan ko tulungan sarili ko na bumangon ulit .

kahit maka ilang beses ko na pinipilit gawin .

siguro nga kailangan ko na lang tanggapin na wala na talaga .

na hindi na talaga kami pwede .

na kung magiging kami man , maraming tao ang hahadlang .

madami ding masasaktan . :|

sa buhay parating dapat may marunong magparaya .

para sa ikaliligaya ng mahal nila .

kahit ikaguho man ito ng mundo nila .

kailangan nila gawin yun .

dahil yun ang tunay na pagmamahal .

ipokrita man kung ituturing . pero totoo .

tanggap ko na .

hindi nako aasa pa . hindi na luluha pa .

magiging masaya na ako kung sino man ang piliin nya .

kahit hindi ako .

kung dun sya sasaya . at magiging maayos .

it breaks my heart to finnaly say this .but i need to do this .

i need to help my self . i will move on .

it'll take time . it'll hurt like hell .

but the bottom line .

IT WILL HEAL !

I long for the warmth of days gone by

When you were mine

But now those days are memories in time

My life's empty without you by my side yeah

And my heart belongs to you

No matter what I try

Oh when I get the courage up to love somebody new

It always falls apart 'cause they just can't compare to you

You're love won't release me, I'm bound under ball and chain

Reminiscing our love as I watch four seasons change

In comes the winter breeze

That chills the air and drifts the snow

And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe

When springtime makes it's way here

Lilac blooms reminds me of the scent of your perfume

When summer burns with heat

I always get the hots for you

Go skinny dippin' in the ocean where we used to do

When autumn sheds the leaves

The trees are bare when you're not here, it doesn't feel the same

Remember the nights when we closed our eyes

And vowed that you and I

Would be in love for all time

Anytime I think about these things is shared with you

I break down and cry 'cause I get so emotional

Until you release me I'm bound under ball and chain

Reminiscing our love as I watch four seasons change

In comes the winter breeze

That chills the air and drifts the snow

And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe

When springtime makes it's way here

Lilac blooms reminds me of the scent of your perfume

When summer burns with heat

I always get the hots for you

Go skinny dippin' in the ocean where we used to do

When autumn sheds the leaves

The trees are bare when you're not here, it doesn't feel the same

This loneliness has crushed my heart

Please let me love again

'Cause I need your love to comfort me and ease my pain

Or four seasons will bring the loneliness again

In comes the winter breeze

That chills the air and drifts the snow

And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe

When springtime makes it's way here

Lilac blooms reminds me of the scent of your perfume

When summer burns with heat

I always get the hots for you

Go skinny dippin' in the ocean where we used to do

When autumn sheds the leaves

The trees are bare when you're not here, it doesn't feel the same

Remember the warmth of days gone by

imysm

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july 29, 2010

[ Perspective Autoville Las Pinas ]

supposedly 3 lng kami nila ruth & joy na magiinum . cuz we have nuin to do that day . then all of sudden friends started to come over . :]] super

enjoy to the max . hahaha . :)) 3 buckets of red horse . kaming 3 lng

tumira . wtf ? adiiik . :P but it's worth the tipsy moment . :))

pagpasok namin sa pektib . shiit . puro senti kanta . lecheng playlist

na yan . :)) napadami tuloy alak namin . wtf .

ang weird pa is I'm not that close to both of em .

but still tignan nyo naman how we bonded that day . :))

life's a shiit . :|

" Once in a while, in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale "

Sometimes, we close our eyes and LISTEN TO THE ECHOES OF OUR HEARTS. We all fall in love and there are times when we love so much that we lose ourselves in the emotions. More often than not, we wonder why there are love that grows, and love that grows cold. We would start to search for answers and try to find where love has gone wrong. But in the end, we find ourselves where we started for we cannot question when it has its own reasons. Love will always be as it always has been silent, mysterious and sleeply profound.

Many of us believe that love is forever

That love never dies, only to be disillusioned in the end when we find our hands empty and our hearts empty. We mistakenly have looked at love as a need to be fulfilled. But love is only a gift given to us. We should not hold it in our hands for we may never find the courage to let it go when it decides to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while it lasts and freely open our arms when it is time to say goodbye.

When we fall in love with someone, we don’t want that feeling to end for it is everything we are, every thing that we wanted to be. We pray that love will stay and grow in our hearts. But, if it doesn’t, then we should never let our lives be taken by it for life should not end whereheartaches begin.

There is always a reason why we have to move on. When we have to say goodbye to the feelings that we wanted to stay forever,let us not wave our hands with a heavy heart for love will have to set its wings free and find the place where it belongs.

We have lost it then again when we close our eyes and LISTEN TO THE ECHOES OF OUR HEARTS. We will hear that feeling resounding silently forever.

Then we’ll know it has never left us, for the good that we have become because of love will always stay. It will always be there reminding us that we should be thankful, not because we have lost love, but because, for once in our lives, that feeling lived in our hearts and made us happy.

say ahh :))

apm ♥

1. on advice.

kapag brokenhearted ka.. no advice said to you will make you feel better. none. as in. wala. kahit ano, walang effect. kapag brokenhearted ka, the only thing that you think will make you feel better is if the one you love will say they love you too. but they won’t. (in some cases, they won’t ever, but in some, they won’t just for this point in time.) hugs will comfort you, concerned texts will make you smile, but no amount of advice will make you feel better.. unless! unless you decide to let it make you feel better. don’t be pressured though to follow everyone’s advice. kanya-kanya lang yan. of the one hundred cliché lines thrown at you at an attempt to make you feel better, most will not make you feel better (in fact, some will make you feel worse), but there will be a few major lines (not necessarily given by those closest to you, mind you) that will speak to you and touch your heart and soothe your soul. those pieces of advice, you hold on to.

2. on prayer.

a broken heart will wake up some days so unbelievably hopeless and wanting to just stay in bed all day. some will even go all out in saying they want to die (but of course you don’t really want to die, right?) a broken heart will wake up some days feeling somewhat rested and peaceful, but with a slight fear that they might encounter something that day that will bring back all the pain. whatever mood the broken heart wakes up in, one thing remains. it’s a broken heart. and this may sound cheesy or false to some, but there is only one thing that can heal all things broken. our Lord and personal savior, Jesus Christ. when your heart is peaceful, give thanks. when your heart is troubled, still give thanks and ask for deliverance. when your heart is shattered into a million pieces, still give thanks, and ask that you may learn whatever life lesson it is that He wants you to learn. in both high and low, give thanks, because it is one of the surest things in life that God only works for the good of those who love Him.

3. on moving on.

don’t be pressured! for some it takes weeks. for some, months. for some, years! of course no one likes the pain that a broken heart brings. (its pain like no other! araaay talaga grabe!) but, you have to go through it. there is no short cut, there is no other way. go through it. go and let it out. cry before you sleep, cry when you wake up, cry in the bathroom, cry to your friends. lock yourself in the room, stay in bed all day, don’t talk to anyone for hours, make senti all you want. do it all. don’t let anybody stop you. (but don’t let it get in the way of school or work or the things you have to do either! okay? okay.) feel all those yucky, disgusting, heart-shattering feelings, curl it all up into this unbelievably sad ball, and one day, when you are ready, throw it out the window. it will happen for you. i know you feel it won’t, that the day you will be okay will never come, but it will. have faith, it will.